I Feel Like a New Man!

I just finished the sauna part of the program, and I had huge changes both physically and emotionally. I had smoked a lot of marijuana and when I was in the sauna, I could smell the marijuana coming out of my body. I had used marijuana to mask the anger that I had in my life, and when it was coming out of me in the sauna, I re-experienced that anger!

This allowed me, for the first time, to come to terms with my anger.

For four-days in the sauna, the feeling and memories that were coming out during my marijuana period were from more than twenty-years ago. I cried like a baby as I experienced those emotions for the first time without drugs to hide my feelings.

I re-experienced the severe headaches that I had nearly twenty-years ago: this showed up in the sauna. After this, I know that I have “run-out” the emotions and physical damage I have done to myself in the past. I got in communication with my body and I started to understand how it reacts to chemicals, including the food I eat. I feel that I am now in much closer communication with my body.

After this realization and towards the end of my time in the sauna, I experienced an upsurge in energy and a renewed interest in life. I feel clean again, like I did as a child, and I have days now where I am happy to just be doing whatever I am doing. I am comfortable with myself and I owe that to this wonderful program. I thank everyone for helping me get through my sauna program.

I feel like a new man: the guy I loved to be before drugs entered my life.

I got in communication with my body and I started to understand how it reacts to chemicals, food and drink and I feel we are more close to each other.

K.K.—Narconon Europe Student